clear rants

i know i said i wasn’t gonna update xanga anymore, but i just had to post this… (got it off ketan’s xanga)

saint, your true color is Yellow!

You’re yellow, the color of joy and energy — two things you definitely bring to everyone around you. It’s hard for anyone to be sad or lonely in your presence; your sunny disposition and cheery outlook just won’t allow it. The warmth of your personality shines through in the kindness you show friends and family (and strangers, too). Always ready with a lighthearted joke or heartfelt compliment, you know how to make people feel good about themselves, so they can’t get enough of you. Yellow is a warm and inviting color for a warm and inviting person — you!

go figure… of course i’m yellow :D

btw… stop coming here and go to http://saint.ricecube.com instead :D

i’m gonna do what everybody’s been telling me: screw xanga. expect little to no updates here… if u want my thoughts/blog:

http://saint.ricecube.com

Your Existing Situation

Pursues his objectives and his own-self-interest with stubborn determination; refuses to compromise or make concessions.

Your Stress Sources

Wants a partner with whom he can share fully in an atmosphere of cloudless serenity, but his compulsion to demonstrate his individuality leads him to adopt a critical and demanding attitude. This introduces discord and leads to alternating periods of drawing closer and drawing apart, so that the ideal state he desires is not allowed to develop. Despite the urge to gratify his natural desires, he imposes a considerable self-restraint on his instincts in the belief that this demonstrates his superiority and raises him above the common herd. Discerning, critical and particular, having taste and discrimination. These qualities, combined with his tendency to judge things for himself and to express his opinions with authority. He enjoys the original, the ingenious and the subtle, striving to ally himself with others of similar taste who can help him in his intellectual unfolding. Desires admiration and the esteem of others.

Your Restrained Characteristics

Feels listless, hemmed in, and anxious; considers that circumstances and forcing him to restrain his desires. Wants to avoid open conflict with others and to have peace and quiet.

Your Desired Objective

Seeks an affectionate relationship, offering fulfillment and happiness. Capable of powerful emotional enthusiasm. Helpful, and willing to adapt himself if necessary to realize the bond of affection he desires. Needs the same consideration and understanding from others.

Your Actual Problem

Wants to be valued and respected, and seeks this from a close and peaceful association of mutual esteem.

Your Actual Problem #2

Needs to protect himself against his tendency to be too trusting, as he finds it is liable to be misunderstood or exploited by others. Is therefore seeking a relationship providing peaceful and understanding intimacy, and in which each knows exactly where the other stands.

well, it seems everybody on xanga has an entry extolling the movie: spiderman. so here’s mine:

gotta say, the movie was pretty damn good. the completely cg spiderman was kinda weird, but there were times when you didn’t really notice. there were some really sick fighting scenes, where you’re just like =O “oh shooooot!” (which we did). thought the green goblin looked kinda retarded, but whatever, Willem Dafoe was a madd good actor, esp. during the “insane” scenes. toby macguire played the dorky teenager pretty well, and i don’t understand why he has so many adoring female fans. come on, he isn’t that cute. :-P kirsten dunst, i think, wasn’t that good, and she def needs blonde hair. only redeeming scene was the scene in the rain with the wet t-shirt ;-) didn’t really like the guy who played harry osborn, pretty bad actor…

gotta say, probably the best parts of the movie were the interactions between peter parker and mary jane watson. i dun wanna spoil anything, but peter’s macking sucks hardcore and it hurt to watch (which made it interesting since he’s such a dork, lol) except for one part (which i gotta memorize, recycle, and use). the last part completely blew us away, and left us screaming in the theater. gosh. damn you peter parker.

alrite, thats it… i recommend u see it, its madd good.

so i feel like a dumbass… why you ask?

a coupla ppl pointed out to me today that this is not our last weekend at cornell. we still have next weekend, so there’s still a chance to get one last RP brunch… yummmm….

anyway, i’m still a lazy bum… i need help….

so, went to sleep at 8 this morning cuz of a certain anime fiend and x BLaPBLaP~! Good news… we raped that server like madmen..,

anyway… woke up 10 minutes ago and realized something a little sad. I slept through the last Cornell brunch of the semester. What sucks is I’ll probably never have another one. Are we gonna walk our asses to North all the way from ctown Sunday morning next year? Doubtful.

Damn. I really wanted to have brunch.

Oh well. I got my trusty Pemmican Beef Jerky next to me… Yummmmmzzz….

http://saint.ricecube.com

plus, x BLaPBLaP~! rocks…

word.

whew, it wasn’t her…

she was at a movie… :)

I’m madd worried right now. Today me and Eug went to the library and as we were leaving for dinner, we saw this girl in a stretcher being wheeled out of the library.

I kinda freaked because she looked a lot like my friend. However, being the shy little bitch I am, I didn’t have the guts to go over and get a closer look, esp. if it wasn’t someone I knew (which I was hoping).

Since then, I’ve been callin’ her room like every 15 minutes like a madman. And she still isn’t home :\

I hope she’s off partying somewhere, having fun, and not in the hospital…

be safe seo… be safe….

Ok. It seems nobody gives a shit about my real site: http://saint.ricecube.com except for a handful of people. So I guess I’m going to start blogging occasionally on xanga, for the mindless shit that goes through my head.

Ahaha, whatever. I guess all of you should start checking this site too :)